Simple stuff about me includes,
-Im 22 years old
-I have a 2 year old son named Hayden
-My fiance, Zachary or Zakk, and I are planning our wedding for this coming June
-I am a Christian (source)
-I love to read, take photos, and scrap book
-I am a stay at home momma ( have been for over a year now)
-I am going to college to pursue a degree in crime scene photography
-& I live in a small town right between Rochester and Syracuse, New York
So there's the simple stuff that I think everyone knows about me.
Now onto the
-I am co-dependent
-I suffer from social anxiety, which I believe blogging is helping me with
-I am now struggling with my weight, a lot
Before I was pregnant (right) & the morning I was in labor (over 9 months)
I know you can't really tell I was horribly skinny but I have always loved this picture. I was a size 9 in this picture.
The reason I am so big is that my dr said because I was suppose to have twins I gained the weight for both so instead of gaining the normal 20 pounds I gained 52 pounds, which ironically is the same my mom gained for me & she had the same miscarriage problem.
I am terrified if we ever have a daughter that I will have to explain this to her because 9 times out of 10 this will also happen to her. I am also terrified that when Hayden gets old enough we feel it is only right to explain that he would of had a brother/sister that would be his twin.
-I have horrible mood swings
-I hold my feelings in, & in doing so when Zakk and I fight it is bad(I am working on this)
-I dropped out of my dream college because of a medical issue
-My closest friends I can count on all ten fingers
-I am very emotional, it was ten times worse when I was pregnant
-I have three families & I love them very much
-I rarely ever wear make-up
P.S. if anyone has any weight loss tips I would greatly appreciate to hear them. If you would like to talk privately please email me, haydensmomma0329@yahoo.com
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Thanks for being so candid! Sounds like you're doing quite well. If you want to chat about weight loss (I'm taking down the baby weight myself) feel free to email me: frustrated(dot)ambition(at)gmail(dot)com.
ReplyDeletei am a momma of an almost 3 yr old and i am loosing the baby weight too...go to fewsupport.com and check out the program i am on. i think you will like it. im in week 3 and have lost 15 pounds already.
ReplyDeleteHey Jess!! Love this post, I'm glad I got to learn more about you. I also need to lose wieght but hoping to get pregnant soon and lose wieght after the next child. :) My hubby is from upstate NY (Saratoga area, the town is called Galway). Xo.
ReplyDeleteThanks everyone for the lovely comments. :) Cat- I will be emailing you. :)
ReplyDeleteRenee wow good for you, I will check out the program. Michelle- omg my step mom is from up towards that area. Too funny. I understand about that, everyone keeps telling me to stop trying to lose weight and just have another baby now but there is no way that would work, plus I want to wait til Hayden is at least 4 or 5 years old. :)
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Hi Jess! I can relate to your post. I admire you doing this to share the real you with pictures. I only have headshots for a reason. lol. I am a momma of 6 and I need to work on losing weight. I tried to lose weight before my last 3 came along but dr said, at this point it's not going to happen so might as well just start having babies already. When I'm done, then I can focus on losing the weight. You are young so that's a different story. I couldn't wiat, my clock was ticking. :)
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Thanks so much Salena. Wow 6 kids, God bless ya. Our little Hayden is a handful in it self. I have tons of health issues in my family and my dr understands that I need to loose it. Thanks for stopping by and Good luck with your weight lose journey. :)
ReplyDelete& Yes I would love to swap buttons.
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Such a brave honest post! Thank you for sharing!! It was wonderful to learn more about you :)
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for stopping by Kristine! I'm glad you liked it. :)
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