I am the type of person who does not like
- confrontation
- being a disappointment
- being told what to do
- getting yelled at
- being a failure
- letting go
I am the type of person who
- is always emotional
- has high anxiety
- is very scared of what people think of me
- try's to please everyone
- is shy
- has a lot of stress
I used to be
- very outgoing
- skinny
- all smiles
- care-free
- able to not so my emotions
- tougher
- better
If you don't know me you would never know from looking at me
- that I used to be a cutter
- that I used to starve myself in high school
- that I have always had a boyfriend
- that I've been raped
- that I have had a miscarriage
- that I am an only child of a single mother
- that I have attended 3 different schools
- that I drink more than a mother my age should
- that I changed after I got fat
The reason I get out of bed
- Hayden
Someday I will
- be happy
- not have anxiety
- not have mood swings
- be skinnier than I am now
- own a house
- have more children
- be happily married
- not be afraid of the small stuff
- be the me that everyone else sees
xoxo
I love this post. I am a new follower from the Say Hi Sunday blog hop.
ReplyDeleteSo raw, honest, and beautiful! I have been thinking of showing a little more of the real me. This helps inspire me to do this! xoxo Amber
ReplyDeleteCassie- Thanks so much for following :)
ReplyDeleteAmber- Thanks so much. I needed to vent to my blog friends and I feel much better. :)
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:) Wow, so very honest. Love this.
ReplyDeleteThanks Michelle. :)
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Wow it's great of you to be so open and honest. I have been doing the same lately on my own blog I find that it has been very therapeutic for me. Sending over hugs to you hope your well and have a great weekend! :)
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Tania-
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for reading. :) I find it amazing. I mean I have friends but sometimes it's nice to just talk to my blogger friends. :) Have a great weekend as well.
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